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  Over the past several months, I have been seeing a therapist and not posting
 on Kiwi Farms as much anymore. 
 There are multiple happenings, which is why I, a humble public servant, have
 categorized them for you.  
   
 **Local News**
     * Lego Company [sends an email](/threads/2019-08-29-the-lego-group-unauthorized-use-of-the-lego-group-intellectual-property-kiwifarms-net-case-652509.60303/).  
 (Update: They've officiated a [DMCA takedown notice](/threads/2019-08-29-the-
 lego-group-unauthorized-use-of-the-lego-group-intellectual-property-kiwifarms-
 net-case-652509.60303/post-5250463) to 1776hosting.)  
 (Update #2: They've sent me [another, identical complaint](/threads/2019-08-29
 -the-lego-group-unauthorized-use-of-the-lego-group-intellectual-property-
 kiwifarms-net-case-652509.60303/post-5276312).)
 
     * We're back on DDG, Bing, Yahoo, Qwant et al after they've [re-indexed Kiwi Farms](/threads/duckduckgo-has-blocked-kiwi-farms.60111/), recognizing our territorial soverignty and international charters.
     * Finally, a [good fuckin' mailbag](/threads/2019-09-02-jayden-desino-harassment-in-my-youtube-comments-and-thread-issue.60455/). (Update: They've sent me [their own IC3 report](/attachments/b7dafe47-fd44-482d-9c41-749bb079ff74-page-001-jpg.919920/) where they told the FBI I called them a retard.)
   
   
 **Internet Drama**
     * Alec Holowka [has killed himself](/threads/zoe-quinn-chelsea-van-valkenburg-locke-valentine-unburntwitch-primeape-crashoverride.14263/post-5257942) after being accused of sex abuse by Zoe Quinn.
     * Lowtax [gives a shoutout](/threads/richard-lowtax-kyanka.1222/post-5268022).
     * Local swamp monster [Brianna Wu was with Cenk "The Armenian Genocide Didn't Happen" Uygur on TYT](/threads/2019-aug-27-brianna-wus-appearance-on-the-young-turks.60490/).
   
   
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     * Everyone working on DBZ just had [Funimation audio leaks](/threads/funimation-audio-leaks.60342/).
     * Vic's representation [has filed a 1,200 page counter](/threads/victor-mignogna-v-funimation-productions-llc-et-al.55556/post-5257111) to the TCPA.
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 They have turned into complete emotional wrecks. Like, sobbing every day for
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 no weed? all my wat
 
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 for no reason?
 
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 My response to that stressful situation was to just buy another 12 pack.
 
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 There are "reasons" for the attacks such as stress and some horrible shit that
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 you sure the addiction and all the hassle that comes with it isn't making them
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 Mine is hidden quite well from them.
 
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 lol humble high functioning brag
 
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 People generally fail to notice when I'm drunk in the daytime, they think i'm
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 reliance on alcohol usually means someone isn't mentally well anyway. Alcohol
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 Bridge hobo hid it well too though lol
 
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 I agree, but the alternatives seem quite disturbing to me.
 
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 usually if someone drops it it's a good idea for them to use therapy or
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 [@Rio](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/17/), agree
 
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 because just going clean usually only fixes half the problem
 
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 it doesn't fix why someone became an alcoholic in the first place
 
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 so it becomes too easy to relapse
 
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 but that's just what I think
 
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 Yeah bridge hobo should have a plaque or something to show people that our
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 30 minutes ago
 
 Stress from work?
 
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 30 minutes ago
 
 deal with the feels, don't numb, you bum! Unless it's anal feels, then numb
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 He wasn't on drug or anything either that I know of, he just got wasted in his
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 [@Spl00gies](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/23299/), first time you ve left me
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 [@Hortator](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/7331/), sure it is
 
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 My point is I'm not in a hurry to quit drinking myself to death if I'm gonna
 turn into a wreck that starts sobbing constantly.
 
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 [@Spl00gies](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/23299/), well, there was that time I
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 People already think I'm enough of a tard as it is.
 
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 Very good skeleton, almost completely intact
 
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 28 minutes ago
 
 if you'd turn into a sobbing wreck without booze, you need to fix that without
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 27 minutes ago
 
 Local doctors here lean heavily on the "Suck it up" method of psychology due
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 [@Locomotive Derangement](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/37821/), doctors here
 terrify people away from going cold turkey
 
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 Here is basically recovery program or suck it up.
 
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 Or become bridge hobo.
 
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 24 minutes ago
 
 DIY it. Write about how detox feels, if you can't hold a cup or a pen through
 any shakes, have some first aid (small drink, only one) until you aren't
 shaking. Keep at it, lower amounts and extend days between drinking. You can
 do it. You're obviously masking and numbing something with it
 
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 24 minutes ago
 
 if you think not drinking will turn you into a crying wreck, there's some
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 ^ this
 
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 23 minutes ago
 
 I have managed to stop drinking for brief spells. I have episodes where I just
 stare at things and feel the onset of sobbing attacks, so whatever my
 relatives have is definitely in my blood too.
 
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 22 minutes ago
 
 Yeah, alcoholism. Most will sob and have emotional/mood issues when sobering
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 22 minutes ago
 
 Back before I drank I used to deal with it by getting monumentally pissed off
 and abusive. For whatever reason that simply won't return when I'm sober, so I
 feel really disarmed.
 
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 and you want that back? you obviously have issues with emotional regulation.
 Work on those and it will get easier. Drink/drugs won't help though
 
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 I suspect if I was more physically fit I'd be one of those kinds of people
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 19 minutes ago
 
 Yes I want that anger and controlling behavior back, it gave me a sense of
 agency and made people stay the fuck out of my way. Now I'm like, helpless. It
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 why can't you connect with people?
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 you do fine in chat
 
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 I find them horrendously simple-minded.
 
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 I'm not even what I would consider a smart person.
 
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 what makes people as a whole simple minded?
 
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 isnt therapy super easy to get in murica
 
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 Like, smart people are nuclear physicists or chemists and shit. But most
 conversations I have with anyone else are like, so fucking banal and
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 [@Melchett](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/61/), I always thought it'd be easier
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 You can get therapy over here it just hasn't evolved since the 1960s.
 
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 [@Locomotive Derangement](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/37821/), do you think
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 [@Spl00gies](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/23299/) No, I actually think in kind
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 I mean you spoke pretty highly of bridge hobo
 
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 gradients are so 2000s
 
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 14 minutes ago
 
 SPECTRUM is where it's at
 
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 I never knew bridge hobo personally, I just know he represents a problem I'm
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 Or rather, he was the victim of a larger menace I'm now dealing with.
 
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 Therapy is so clumsy though. I can't just tell myself something to change my
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 Like, can people really do that? Just have a thought and have it change their
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 ww2 media is boring
 
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 I've tried lying to therapists, not lying to therapists, the results are
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 yes i would love to see 5 hitler documentaries in a row
 
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 so you sympathise/empathise with him since you're having similar struggles.
 But he wasn't an intellectual genius of reknown, y'know. Therapy can be hit an
 miss but it's usually hard work. Like you say, changing a thought process or a
 core belief can seem impossible. It isn't -our brains are incredibly malleable
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 They have a checklist of treatments they are compelled to go through to
 protect themselves from legal action. So the process is slow, excrutiating and
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 The trouble with changing any of my ways of thinking is that you must actually
 convince me to change my mind. I need evidence and often further information,
 I can't just read some poems and talk positively, nothing happens. Actually in
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 [@Locomotive Derangement](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/37821/), lying to
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 [@Spl00gies](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/23299/) It was more a period of
 experimentation to see if I could manipulate them to get better results. They
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 if you think everyone you talk to is simple minded and banal, maybe the
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 The system is very bureaucratic, they have a checklist.
 
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 just throwing that out there
 
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 a frontal lobe lobatomy would prob be good
 
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 usually when someone thinks something is everyone else's problem, it's just
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 6 minutes ago
 
 Are you afraid of getting well, re-engaging with your passion only to find
 that you're nothing special or even -gasp- mediocre at it? You don't have to
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 I actually have an extremely low opinion of myself. When I compare another
 person to me and find they suck even harder than I do, I'm actually unable to
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 Dunning Kruger?
 
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 Like a reverse dunning kruger?
 
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 not trying to be a jerk, but I've never met a nice or smart person who thinks
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 Well, I'm certainly not a nice or smart person.
 
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 oh lort
 
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 I'm extremely mean and self-centered, I'm just good at feigning politeness in
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 do you enjoy the bitterness, I'm sure it feels safe
 
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 I actually don't enjoy much of anything. Power is kind of fun, but I'm not
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 do you physically cringe at the word or meaning of 'love' or 'happy'?
 
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 hi shadow the hedgehog
 
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 lol
 
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 I guess it really depends on who's using those words and why.
 
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 I love the spl00 because she's great
 
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 I'm certainly happy when I get to break something with no consequences, or
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 But I doubt that's like, "happiness" the way most people think of it.
 
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 lololol that pic reminds me of the first dumb meme I remember seeing
 
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 braindog
 
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 I think feeling happy when you're enjoying a joke is like... the most normal
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 that's like saying "Yeah man I feel tired after a good work out. It's pretty
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 My sense of humor is pretty grim. I used to think it was normal and my family
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